For most of my life I believed I was:
- Abnormal because I thought I couldn't fit in a world relying on values that I couldn't understand
- Asocial because I needed (too) often to have some time on my own, alone
- Complicated because I was told that I was "over-analyzing" everything
- Hypochondriac despite a healthy way of life: I was always feeling tired or having weird ailments which I or
most doctors or alternative healers didn't have any understanding or solutions for.
But, I discovered I was just a highly sensitive and empath person :)
Realizing that some people were going through more or less the same things as I was, took a big weight off my shoulders.
Even though this was extremely helpful to accept me as I am, it didn’t give me the manual on how to overcome my recurring ailments, discomforts, or questions linked to this particularity or should I say “peculiarity”!
I have been working on and off for 20 years, as a creative in fashion design and contemporary jewelry. And at one point in my journey, I had built so many self-protecting mechanisms that I even lost touch with my sensibility, my creativity, and my true self.
I also learned in my thirties that I had a rare evolutive disease called Usher Syndrome, (losing my sight and hearing abilities) which became very symbolic to me:
"...my body and senses were overwhelmed. They were shutting down because they didn't know how to deal with all these intangible things which they couldn't understand, manage, or accept ..."
I decided to rely on my intuition on how to deal with this disease: today it is much less advanced than what had been predicted to me 15 years ago...
This disease also made my life priorities evolve… I have felt guilty of what I am during the greatest part of my life: I was often trying to adapt to lifestyles which I didn’t correspond to, or ashamed of not feeling well because of things I couldn't explain to my own self or others. So, I just decided to accept myself as I am and to explore solutions to be able to thrive as I am.
These past 45 years and throughout my life journey, I have lived in several countries (in Paris, in New-York, in Barcelona and in Berlin) I also had varied professional and social environments and met a lot of different people from various nationalities, cultures, and backgrounds. I am French and my life partner is Polish.
Evolving in and observing such surroundings, it became obvious to me that:
we all have our own reality and filters with tons of limiting beliefs within us, which shape us much more than we think
we are all unique, with our own talents
we all have a worthy, equal place in this world (despite what society has been brainwashing us...)! we can contribute usefully at any levels possible
and that each one of us has to find her/his own system to feel good with her/himselves.
you can have several different and equally worthy and complementary solutions for one issue
we have responsibility for our happiness and well-being which come from us and not from others. They rely on how we act or react to our surroundings, life events etc...
For my part, I was not functioning the same as most people I had been, wrongly, comparing myself to (this detail is important!). Therefore, It became vital for me to understand and to develop systems, which I did, to feel more in tune with my specificity, as a highly sensitive and empath person.
After, doing various training in energetical therapies (shiatsu, reiki, dien chan, code micro cosmos-Kaoru Watanabe , access bars), including Pendulum healing, during 20 years, in parallel with my official career, I chose to do something more meaningful to me, at this point of my life...
I have always been obsessed by balance, harmony and well-being for others, around me and within me.
Now, after designing tangible things as objects and accessories to make people look good, I developed intangible energy healings to make people feel good.
--> I like simple things + to make the life of others and my life the SIMPLEST and EASIEST possible.
--> So, I developed simple ways (ex:as recorded healings) to harmonize highly sensitive and empath people with their sensitivity so that they can also be autonomous + not depend "constantly" only on others (ex: healers, doctors) to feel balanced and good. Through 2 different approaches, PENDULUM HEALING and SPIRITUAL HYPNOSIS I am willing to help you to make your life more pleasant and more meaningful (in case you are questioning yourself constantly! ;) ) so that you can thrive in the most harmonious and authentic way possible for yourself.